Septiembre 17th, 2006 § 0
Pareciera que sólo estás durmiendo, hasta que noto que ya no respiras.
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Copito (2005-2006)
Fue un gato gordo, flojo y consentido; queremos creer que vivió feliz. Murióhaciendo lo que más le gustaba y… pudo volver a casa a dormir.
Adiós, mi Copito…
Julio 27th, 2006 § 0
Y entonces perdí el sueño.
Y entonces te perdí.
Y entonces perdí mis alas.
Y entonces perdí luz.
Incluso si amaba todas esas cosas
todas terminaron rotas.
Ah, ¿en qué puedo seguir creyendo ahora?
Caerá sobre mí… la depresión del verano.
L’Arc-en-Ciel // natsu no yuutsu
… ya terminó.
Julio 27th, 2006 § 0
…NOW! I need it. I need my place… I need my cats, my room, my CD player… I need peace. I can’t… I can’t deal with this feeling. And she… she is just leaving. How can’t she say is better for us? How? Is not better for me… Not now… It’s the worst moment to end with something that she never wanted to begin. I told her I can live without her but… that doesn’t mean I want it… that doesn’t mean I can live happy with that. Why she doesn’t notice? She promised… she promised to stay… I need to sleep in my own bed… in my own room… to use my own computer… to cry in my own loneliness. I want to feel that nothing has ever changed. That I’m just waiting for her to come back again… I tried to make her stay… I’m an idiot. I know it was my fault… but I wanted to fix everything. I know I have to leave that stage, she wants me to do it. But… it was such a beautiful relationship… two years of the most beautiful friendship that I’ve ever had. I still love her a lot… I still hear her pretty voice at the phone… Why it has to end like this? I hate it.
Publicado originalmente en la cuenta de LJ “estrella_black”.